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A look inside the head of a bitter, lonely guy.


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What is the value of human life?

ncvcoinWhile watching the unavoidable news coverage of the incredible tornado damage in Moore, Oklahoma the story often turns to interviews with parents wondering why the schools did not have storm shelters.  The response from officials was that they were very expensive.  The response from parents was, what is the value of the children’s lives?

Well, that made me think.  What is the value of children’s lives?  What is the value of human life in general?  How do we measure such value?  A search on the internet turned up much on the subject but no actual values.  Putting a numerical value on human life could be a rather difficult and maybe debatable subject.  Perhaps such a thing could be done only by a cold, indifferent person.  Fortunately I am such a person so let’s get started…

First, what kind of unit would you use to measure the value of human life?  Most people might say dollars?  I don’t think so.  Money is not a good unit.  Money is not what life is about.  Money is a means for living.  It is used to buy goods and services.  I think it would be more of a measure of contribution to society.  Money can be a means to contribute to society but it is not the main way.  There doesn’t seem to be a set unit of societal contribution so I am going to have to make one up.   I’m not sure it needs a name but let’s give it a scale of  -100 to 100.

Let’s start with a newborn baby.  What value would it have?  Pretty much just sentimental value.  Sentimental value counts for something but not a lot.  This newborn unit might be thought to be a zero right in the middle of the scale but maybe it would be  better categorized as a negative number considering that it is not contributing much to society and is, perhaps, more of a drain.   There is some positive value in “Love” yet there is negative value in the cost to raise.  Hospital bills, Diapers, formula, day care while the parents have to work harder to make enough money to offset these expenses.   Formula for newborn:  Love – drain.  15-10= -5 units.

An older child already in school, say first grade through 12th grade begins to gather value as his knowledge increases.  He is able to help around the house, mow neighbor’s lawns and do other helpful things.   Formula for Grade School Student:  Love + minor contributions + basic knowledge.  20 + 10 + 10 = 40 units.

A High School graduate wold then hopefully get an entry level job and pretty much stay there for the rest of his life.  He would immediately have a number of children which would start out as a drain on society.  Formula for High School Graduate:   Love + Knowledge + Job – Children.   40 + 15 + 20 – 10 = 65 Units

A College Graduate would have much greater knowledge and likely get a job in a specialized industry, Maybe a Doctor, Engineer, Lawyer etc..  He would have maybe one or two children and would ensure that they received a good education.  He would make enough money that he can afford the children so we could say the the value of the children could be zero rather than a negative number.   Formula for High School Graduate:  Love + High Knowledge + Quality Career.  40 + 40 + 20 = 100 Units

As a person reaches old age and begins to receive social security or welfare the numbers start to decrease.

Now on the negative side of the scale, A High school dropout would have limited knowledge and be susceptible to alcohol and drug abuse,  multiple marriages and a large number of children of which they will be unable to afford to raise.  Formula for High School dropout:  Love +  Knowledge – Children – welfare.   5 + 5 – 15 – 20 = -25 Units.

Next might be a drug abuser, homeless, no family, possibly in jail.  A major drain on society.  Formula:  Love + Knowledge – children – welfare/incarceration.  2 + 4 – 5 – 50 = -49 Units

Last might be a mass murderer or terrorist bomber.  Incarcerated for life plus incredible costs in the court system, the formula might be:  Love – court costs – incarceration.  1 – 49 – 50 = -100 Units

So there you have it, the value of life on a scale of -100 to 100.   Considering the range value of a non-graduated grade school student, at elementary level, there’s not a lot of value in building them a storm shelter.  An elementary school student is easily replaced and short of sentimental value, there is little life value at that point.  Don’t drain society further by building unnecessary storm shelters.

These numbers are generalizations for certain categories, everyone will have a different value number.  How about me?  What is my life worth?

I have a partial college education but did not get my BA in Engineering.  I lost interest and went into the world of self taught computer gurus.  I have a good amount of knowledge but fail to really contribute to society.  I support scientists and engineers who do so that is something.  Love in my life is minimal.  I have no children.  My formula:  Love + Knowledge  + Job – Children.  15 + 30 + 20 – 0 = 65 Units.

My score is equal to a High School Graduate.  I have greater knowledge and a better job but fall short in the love category.

So where do you fit in?  Your life is what make of it.  If you want to have the value you think you have then be sure you are a contributing member of society.  Get a good education and a quality job or career where you are making the world a better place and find somebody to love.

 


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It is now officially summer in San Antonio

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It’s Mid-May now and after a relatively cool “spring” the summer has now begun.  It was obvious just yesterday when you notice that the breeze is no longer cool and refreshing but more of a wet blast furnace.   Yes.  Welcome to San Antonio.

Today it is 95 degrees and humid.  Because of the high dew-point, the “feels-like” temperature is 100.  Yes.  Sucks.

As part of my happiness project I must not be angry about things I cannot control.  I will do my best to avoid thinking about the oppressive heat and therefore being beaten by it.  Of course ignoring the huge elephant in the room is quite difficult as he stands in front of the TV.  Still, I must do my best to look around him.

I can’t guarantee I won’t break down again this summer but we must…try…our….best.  There’s no doubt that I will be taking the cover off the swimming pool in the next day or two.

 

 


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Alternate Lifeplan Research

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In my research into an Alternate Lifeplan, I can see myself living in an RV for a few years, traveling around the US looking for a place I love to build a house and settle down.

Used RVs are so cheap on Craigslist.  The one in the picture is only $8000.  I would love to buy one and fix it up a bit.  That’s not a bad way to see the US to find your place.   It kind of makes me want to get fired.

I might buy one just for the halibut.


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Angelina Jolie’s Preventative Mastectomy

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On the list of stupidest things I’ve heard today, Angelina Jolie’s double mastectomy to prevent breast cancer.

How dumb is this?  Why have your breasts removed because you MIGHT get cancer?  You might also get brain cancer.  Why not have that removed?  How about your lungs?  Lung cancer is possible.

If it was me, I would wait and see if cancer ever even occurred.  ONLY then would I consider such radical surgery.

Yep,  the world has lost its mind.

 

 


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Happy Birthday to Me

hbdWell here it is.  I am officially 45.   I was never good at birthdays and had convinced myself that I was already 45.  I guess it’s like getting a free year.

I met with my mom, sister and aunt and we went to New Braunfels and had lunch at McAdoos.  A nice seafood restaurant built in the old New Braunfels Post Office.  Pretty cool place.  The food was a bit on the expensive side but sometimes it’s worth it.  I had the Seafood Platter which cost $22.00.   It was not a bad collection of seafood.  You should check this place out.  It feels good to spend time with family.  It is possibly the best therapy a lonely guy could have.

Around 20 years ago I promised myself that if when I turned 45 and if I was still living a sad, pointless life that I would make drastic changes.  I’ve already talked extensively about this and now the deadline has come.  I have come pretty far with my self-psychology and am feeling rather decent right now so even though I am living a pointless life, it is not exactly “sad” right now.  I feel that I can give myself at least a small amount of leeway on my deadline but now that I have reached it change could happen at any moment.

Being fired or quitting my job would put the game into play.  I am ready if and when it might happen.  In the meantime, I think I will continue with my Happiness Project and see where it takes me.  So for now, Happy Birthday to me

 


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Memory – When I was David

My best friend, David, moved away after our last year in Elementary School when his parents got divorced.  It was only a few years after my father died.

In one of my classes in middle school, the teacher asked us if we had a nickname we would rather go by.  I told them, “David.”   Nobody I knew ever said anything.  I answered to David in that class all year.  At one point the teacher got in contact with my mom for the progress report.  When she told her that David was doing very well my mom didn’t know who she was talking about.

Now that I look back at it I wonder what my friends thought.  Did they not make a thing about it because it was obvious that I was traumatized?   I wonder what my mom thought.

I enjoyed being someone else.  It was like having my friend back.

 

 

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