>Ever feel trapped in time? My life seems to be a neverending parade of little white numbered squares. Within each square is a circle with more numbers and pointers that spin wildly.
Every day the same thing. Every week more of the same. I’m trapped because I can’t come up with anything that might break the chain of time.
Wake up, Go to work, eat lunch, work more, come home, watch tv, go to bed. Repeat until Saturday. Wake up, watch tv, go to sleep. Sunday: Wake up, go to Mom’s, come home, watch tv, go to sleep.
It’s not that that’s all I can do. It’s all I can think of doing. I want to go somewhere, but where? Where could I go that would be worth the trip. Wherver I go, There I am. I don’t really enjoy going places alone, but to go with someone else who doen’t appreciate it is even worse. When I go somewhere with someone I feel rushed and gloss over all the details so they won’t be bored. If I go alone, I feel… alone. What’s a guy supposed to do? Why bother. Stay home and watch TV. It’s better and cheaper than travel anyway.