It has become obvious to me that I am my own worst enemy. I don’t know why it is so difficult for me to keep a good attitude. I have virtually everything I need to be happy but I don’t seem to be working it right. Something inside me wants something I can’t give him and he won’t shut the hell up. He also won’t make it clear what it is he wants. It also doesn’t help that when I figure myself out, I promptly forget what I learned and have to suffer all over again. What am I doing wrong?