Each day is basically the same as the last and there’s nothing to look forward to. It’s hot, boring and lonely here. So what am I supposed to do? There’s nothing here for me so leaving would be the logical thing to do. So why is it so difficult? Am I afraid to change my life? That’s the only thing that makes sense. Completely changing your life is possibly the most scary thing there is but I can’t help feeling that it would be totally worth it.