What am I doing here?

It’s the ultimate question.  What am I doing here?  I’ve spent my life from day one in San Antonio.  I went to school, I got a job, time goes by.

Each day is basically the same as the last and there’s nothing to look forward to.  It’s hot, boring and lonely here.  So what am I supposed to do?  There’s nothing here for me so leaving would be the logical thing to do.  So why is it so difficult?  Am I afraid to change my life?  That’s the only thing that makes sense.  Completely changing your life is possibly the most scary thing there is but I can’t help feeling that it would be totally worth it.