My Last Christmas

I hate talking about Christmas in November but I just found out today that my brother and sister do not want to exchange presents again this year.  I was hoping to do so because the holiday means nothing at all if you don’t.  I was hoping to revive some kind of feeling to make all the hype worthwhile.  Besides, I have a feeling this will be my final Christmas.   What a way to end it.

I’m still going to buy something nice for my mom.  At least there might be one tiny spark of happiness left for me.  Even though I’ll be getting nuthin for Christmas it is better to give than to receive anyway, right?

All I want for Christmas is the end of the world.  Please Santa, bring me just a little Apocolypse.  Don’t make me leave this world all alone too.