Concert over – I wish I was dead.

I’m just back from my community band’s Veterans Day concert.  It went really well.  We sounded great and the audience loved it.  A few times I saw tears in their eyes.  There were tears in my eyes too but not because of the music.

I invited everyone I know to come see us play but as I spent all week obsessing over, nobody came.  Not even my mom would drive 14 miles to support her son.  My brother wouldn’t even go 4 miles.  Shows how important I am.

I’m going to go take a shower to try to wash off the pain then I’m taking some Tylenol PM and going to bed so this day will end as soon as possible.