srryWow.  I need to apologize to myself.  I appear to have suffered a great breakdown in loneliness.  I’ve spent years cultivating the mental discipline to not succumb to loneliness and just a few days of the flu threw it all in the dumpster.

I know there is nobody out there for me and I realize that thinking about it is a waste of valuable life hours.  I’m feeling better again now.  Only a nagging cough is left.  I’ll live. I will now return me to my regularly scheduled program of denial and ignorance.