You know. I feel better than I have for so many years. I don’t know whether it is permanent or just a winter thing. I often feel better about life in the winter because the summer heat really gets me down. But this time it feels deeper than usual. It’s more than just a seasonal thing.
I’ve done my best to avoid thinking unnecessarily. As I wrote before, thinking is the root cause of unhappiness. Spending large amounts of time wanting the things in life that I cannot have is a major downer. Love, family, close friends, land in the country in Colorado. There’s no point in agonizing over these things. It’s about letting go. I care not for these things. Well, at least 80% not caring.
I feel that my two decade long mid-life crisis might be over. The world has become a better place.
Think happy thoughts for me.