Drugs are bad, mmkay?
Maybe not. I suffer from chronic up-tightness. It is a serious disease causing high blood pressure, restlessness, and intense bouts of rage. Back in the day I would never have used an illegal drug like marijuana but it is looking incredibly good to me right now.
About ten years ago, I had a friend with whom I spent a lot of time. He smoked weed all the time and often offered it to me. I always turned it down because I was afraid of getting hooked on it. He was, by the way, the first person to notice that I was uptight. I didn’t believe him at the time but I can totally see it now.
If we were still friends and he offered it to me now, I would totally take it. I don’t even care if I took a drug test and I lost my job. It would be worth it. I seriously need to loosen up and time away from work doesn’t do the job satisfactorily. I have never used it before but from what I see, it is just what I need to treat my disease.
Fortunately, with multiple states now allowing its use, I’m hoping that eventually all states will lighten up. Also fortunately, Colorado is where I want to live regardless of its pot laws. It’s a win-win situation.
That could be years away for me though. I can’t wait that long. If I don’t do something soon, I will surely explode in a very unpleasant manner.
Does anyone have advice on this subject?