I was doing great this morning. I woke up and took my morning walk. I did well into the afternoon as I worked on studying for my MCSA exam.
Suddenly it hit me without warning. I think it was a combination of bad thoughts that overwhelmed my lithium. I suffered feelings of low self-esteem, my nebulous future, the overall human situation, and a weird pain in my abdomen that is probably cancer or something. (hopefully not.)
I think I’m going to go take a shower and go to bed super early today to sleep it off. I wish I had someone to give me a hug right now.