It’s amazing how often I lose sight of the big picture and end up down in the hole of micro-thinking. How can I completely forget how good I have it and wallow in the despair of the few little things I don’t have no matter how important they may seem. I guess I have to attribute that to human nature.
Human Nature is a bitch for sure. She has a power that is simply amazing. To be able to overcome simple logic in favor of stupid desire. It’s crazy astounding!
I have GOT to come up with a way to remember who I am. Enlightenment is so fleeting. It takes a lot of suffering to attain it and when you have it it’s impossible to keep it. Enlightenment is a handful of water. No matter how hard you try, it will slip through your fingers and evaporate.