I just wanted to share with myself for future reference the fact that I am quite happy. It’s Monday and I’m at work and rather than being in a state of perpetual anger I am happy enough to feel good. I’ve actually been this way for quite some time now and I have a few thoughts that might document the contributing factors.
I’ve been trying a supplement called Chasteberry Fruit or Vitex. It’s kind of what it sounds like. It is a plant supposedly used by monks in the old days to help them concentrate on their studies rather than sex. I found it by searching the net for some relief. I’ve been taking it for a month so far and I think it is really helping me out. There’s always the placebo effect to wonder about but in this case I really feel that it is somewhat effective. It has been a good while since I’ve felt the frustration of not being able to fulfill the human desire for sex. I like it. It’s damn awesome! Happy Pills!
I’m also relatively enjoying my new job. I’ve been here for a year now this month and I can tell you that it’s far better than my last job that I sat miserably in for 18 years. Take my advice and get a new job if you hate your old one. It’s totally worth it.
Possibly due to the Chasteberry, I feel completely satisfied to be alone. Getting home after a day of work and being able to do nothing and not feel that I should be going somewhere with somebody is wonderful.
Overall. I feel good. Duh nu nu nu nu nu nuh. I knew that I would. Du nu nu nu nu nu nuh. OW!