I keep doing the same thing every weekend. I spend all week looking forward to getting some rest and taking care of stuff. Instead I spend the whole weekend being horny and struggling with loneliness anxiety. I often end up searching Craigslist personals in vain. Everyone on Craigslist is crazy. Finally I look at porn until I rub one out. By then a whole day is wasted.
By the end of the weekend I’m more tired than a day at work. Desperately pining about stupid things really takes a lot of energy. Really sucks. I wonder what the trick is to make it go away. Maybe an early morning masturbation session will do the trick. I think I will try that out next Saturday.