Not Doing Weekends Right

hrnyI keep doing the same thing every weekend.  I spend all week looking forward to getting some rest and taking care of stuff.  Instead I spend the whole weekend being horny and struggling with loneliness anxiety.  I often end up searching Craigslist personals in vain. Everyone on Craigslist is crazy. Finally I look at porn until I rub one out. By then a whole day is wasted.

By the end of the weekend I’m more tired than a day at work.  Desperately pining about stupid things really takes a lot of energy.  Really sucks.  I wonder what the trick is to make it go away.  Maybe an early morning masturbation session will do the trick.  I think I will try that out next Saturday.