If you are ever depressed or hurting in any way, I highly recommend a nice shower and sleep. There’s something about a good shower that seems to wash away more than just dirt. That, followed by a nice long night of sleep, helps you forget your pain.
It’s not new to me but I seem to keep forgetting that I am my own worst enemy. If I could just leave myself alone I would be perfectly happy. A long time ago, I named my evil twin, Malus. He’s a real bastard somebitch who’s entire being is to follow me around and insult me. He tells me horrible things and I usually end up believing him because I have nobody else to tell me otherwise. Every once in a while I can lose him but he knows where I live so it’s never a permanent solution.
This week I’m going to do my best to push him away and not let him get to me. I really want to feel good about myself. I really need it. I hope it’s not too late.