For most of my adult life I’ve been haunted by the wonderful memories of being a kid and having friends to play with. The fact that I no longer have any of that hurt me deeply and permanently. I spent so many years wishing back for the good times that were past.
I just realized the other day that I think I am finally over that. I think it helps that I’ve let go of Facebook where I was constantly reminded of the existence of my old friends who no longer want me in their lives. I feel that I have let go of my past life and I am finally living only in the present and future. I no longer wish for those things I had.
I’m not really sure what more to say about it other than just wanting to say something to mark the occasion of my transcendence to the next level. I feel good. Better for sure.